I also found myself heavily questioning what the point was of me being here at all. Nothing made sense, and passion and insight were weak or non-existent.
I had a very hard time making long term decisions. When I asked about this, I was asked to step back and just witness these events and not take them personally.
Even the outside world mirrored all kinds of craziness… like the upsurge of violence, a mass dysfunction and brain washing that was creating a huge lack of simple common sense, and out of control acceptance of huge absurdities that I am sure we are all aware of.