Maybe I'm not going to talk everything if you returned to Thailand to February.
As to reason, you'd not feel lonely in there with the families, and I wanted to remain as the good memory.
I agree. I also thought we will be very difficult.
If we can not see, I would be naturally forgotten, and I lied to you but I didn't want to cause a hurt to your heart. As like now..
I saw your smile. And I didn't want to cheat you any more. I wanted to say everything to you, and I wanted the forgiven from you.
After then, I wanted meet you continually. I wanted made more your feel the happiness.
I agree. My married life is unhappy but I'm not single.
But my married life is uncertain as like our future is uncertain.
Even though I will become alone, but that was not important now.
I understood your job and I understood your everything. That needed the courage and effort I having many.
So, I expected that you understood if I said you my everything to you.
Of course, many tear and times will be necessary.
While you stayed in Korea, after I told you my everything, I wanted to meet you continuously. I wanted to compensate you with the happiness. I wanted to love you increasingly.
I wanted to make much the good memory.
But I could not think that you will make feel a pain from me when you meet me.
It was my greed that you wished to understand my story.
You can not believe my everything now. Everything that I say to you became an excuse now. The our trust were broken.
I caused everything.
After I met you today, I felt more pain and feel guilty conscience.
It was my greed that meet continuously with you.
Are you feeling a pain to do with me?
We can not meet any more?
We can not return again?
Only you can determine this.
I nothing don't have to the determine qualification.
When your think about me ended, please say to me.
I will respect your opinion.
I will give you a time.
Until when you will answer me, I can not go to you. I can not send you a message. I nothing can do. Only I can do waiting.
I will be waiting.
Again, I do apologise to you. Pook..