I know exactly why having a baby is so important to me; I want someone I can take care of. I find it incredible that another failing, helpless human being could rely on me to look after them. Babies are so utterly incapable of looking after themselves, so dependent on others for their wellbeing. From their failure to control their bodily functions to their inability to use their tiny undeveloped brains, they are so completely useless without someone to care for them. I want to be needed like that. Natalie says I don't need a baby to fulfill my dream. She says I'm already there. I have no idea what she means. I just don't think these career woman understand.