Thank you for your advice. :)
Throughout the years I never thought that I'll looking for new love. I believed in love always and I will do forever. 12 years for my first love, that's all in the past now. And these day I give myself a chance to open my heart with someone again. If I found a man who's love me and would love me as his wife, I would ready to build a warmer family with him. I'll taking care of him till the end of my life , No matter what.
I had the only one heart, once I give to a man I choosed to be my lover. My heart and love will stay with him untill the end.