he want to help me. But I thank Lord Buddha tonight, because Lord Buddha has make my friend understand I not have money for buy food and I soon not have food for my children. I am glad after my despair and hopeless, today Lord Buddha has show my friend I am really need help. I thank also Lord Buddha for Lord Buddha help me through my friend here in Portugal. I am grateful to Lord Buddha too, because He help me in my time of need, I am glad Lord Buddha help me, and now I understand Lord Buddha knows me, knows I am honest and good, and maybe is because Lord Buddha knows me and knows I am good, is why Lord Buddha is help me now, show my friend I need help, so maybe Lord Buddha is make my friend help me too. So tonight I have a light of hope in my eyes, after so much sadness and so much worry in my mind, that make me can not sleep well and make me not eat and make me feel sick. Tonight knowing my friend will help me tomorrow, I feel hope. My friend is good for me, he knows me since 38 year