no my dear, is not that, i just want you to feel happy, that is why i said so,instead of waiting for me too long, you can get one man around you there and he will make you happy okay,right now,i cant make you happy sexually okay,try to understand my conditions here right now.look for a man that will satisfy your sexual urge okay.i still like you and love you but you need a man to make you happy okay.kiss.