Anyways life not have impossibles, and I have a heart where I have love, and the love I have in my heart and in my life it make me feel strong, but my life very hard and have many problems. But I will fight, I will not surrender and I will not give up. So I try be strong, feeling sad many times, cry many times too, feeling I miss Thailand so much, but I believe Lord Buddha will help me, because I believe Lord Buddha help who is good, and all I want in my life is to be a good man, and always make good, because I believe if I make good, some day good will come back to me as well. This I believe.