I'm thinking about us in bkk everything from the time at the airport to the time you were hungry and I got you room service to walking around and you say delicious and pha. I'm sorry I got really sick baby. I miss my baby. Fighting baby. Today I had a pre screening interview so I qualify for they real interview that will be in a few weeks with the government agency job. When I listen to music I think about you, I will give my life to protect you, I love you. I will be the father of our baby.