On this principle, N considers that misery attracts another misery even greater, with no fixing it: All those people
were stressed by someone to fire me!”. In her vision, there is “someone big and powerful”, who coordinates and
traces things. Somewhere there is an all encompassing logic, even if it’s one that dictates evil. When refusing and
rejecting become feelings too hard to deal with, N considers that “she was adopted, does not belong to the same
natural parents” and, maybe, this is the reason her sisters treat her so bad.