อันเป็นที่รักของฉันฉันรู้ว่านี้จะมาเป็นช็อตกับคุณ ...... เป็นไปด้วยน้ำตาและปวดI am putting a line of text that you know full well you get me this time, I have a few. Believe that you are a God send because I know you were such a good girl and understanding. My beloved, I am sorry for the late reply, this really is my mission here now is very dangerous, and people are dying on a daily basis, and I have to do something about it. I've been in the hospital for several days, and now I am writing to you now from the military hospital of us here in our base received some treatment because the pistol that I had during this attack. by Taliban militants. We have to attack two days ago and 103 of our people who were killed in this episode, and some have been injured, including me, OMG !! I could not stop crying I had the surgery that serious that I will be by next week and like I said I have a 50% chance to make it out of the theater, I have a shot at the back of my almost. I (spinal cord), I was really going through a hard time right now. I am so very sad and confused that now and can not really concentrate. I have not even spoken to my daughter recently and they have been very Oh God !! Be merciful !! I am breaking my heart! Tears, pain, grief, and confusion has performed all over me. I want to do something about this immediately and will have your full support and assistance, especially for my children. I want to give something under your care for my children before anything happens to me, and I would like you to be part of this and accept me and my children are a part. Your Family I do, then you know my daughter in case something should happen to me tomorrow that you are there for them, I am the only child of my parents, and I've lost them both. During my days as a junior officer in the army, I want you to take possession of some of my property and stand as the next of kin of where it stands now. I trust you and I believe that much to you, you are a very learned and wise to care and understand your words are wise words and encouragement I could not hold back my tears. If I remember how my men were killed, and even some to conclude that the primary duty for a week, OMG! There is no place like home, there is a real world out there, I think. I know you love children and be able to take good care of my daughter, I hope you will understand our situation here, and you'll understand why I'm telling you all this, and why I want you to take possession. My Property I know you are wondering why and how I might tell you such things without getting to know a lot about you, dear ...... My work here is very busy and it is. Dangerous Like I said before, I can not give an account of the life of tomorrow, or make it out of here alive. I just lost my friends who are going home next week. But today he is no more But I still hold to God and believe I'll make it out of here. But first, lets be realistic and face the truth, and the first time I have. There is something to be put down for my daughter. We are still in the same mission that claimed the lives of our people. Please, I try to understand my situation and helped me believe in you and that you will not disappoint me I m so sad and confused ...... I want you to listen to what I'm telling you now. .. For that reason, I have committed to do for you now that I need to have your close to me. I would like to entrust you all that I have achieved throughout my stay in Africa. I think it is time that I have kept it within himself. But now that all my trust in you just have to share with you without hesitance.