All my life I kept wishing to grow older so I could finally move out and do my own thing. But now I wish I could just turn back time to be a child and hug my mom again. Life took you away from us, too young. And now Your death is killing me, day after day. So I cried endlessly when you died but I promise that I won’t tears mar the smiles that you’ve given me when you were alive. Mom, I know you are listening from the heavens above. There’s nothing that I value more, than your love. And your memories take me back to the time when I used to come back home crying from school. You always gave me a hug and say ‘Don’t worry everything will be alright’. Now I know why you always asked me to be strong… because you knew that one day I would need the strength to bear your loss. And I wasted an opportunity to tell you how much I loved you. If I had the chance to meet you for one last time I would just ask you to hug me as tightly as you can, rest my head on your shoulders… and cry till my tears run dry.
I miss you mom.
From
Shirtter Siriphonwitaya