Looknam... listen... I have a lot of friends online that I've gotten pretty close with. It's like a family kinda. We've all shared similar ideas and spiritual quests. I love this family of people. But... I am only in love with you. That is truth. It's just so hard because there is no way to prove myself from the other side of the earth. It's impossible to have security and that really sucks. I have worries and fears too. But... I'm just kind of going with the flow here. I do love you and I know you can feel that. I don't have any ill intentions. I'm just concerned about how we can make this work. It's what I want. It's just so uncertain right now.