Hej Parichat! How are you today? I have catch a cold, and have fever! I am sorry that you don't believe me, but i understand you some howe! After the operation in 2011 the doctor gave me pension! I have paid taxes since 1972, and that's why i get my pension! The pension is not so high, but i can manage! I pay the rent for the house, pay taxes and inshure(sorry i can't spell the word inshurence) for the house, and for my car! I by food and clothes and pay my bills! I save money every month if i can! I take medicine for my (sorry, can't spell) immunsystem, so i can get more healthy! I play guitar and sing in a gospel choir! I teach a 12 year old boy play drums. I walk in the forrest, and play tennis with a friend! I don't have any illness! I pay for the medicine with my pension! Well i have to take this medicine for my immunsystem, so if you will call that illness, it's alright! You asked me if we get married, will i raise you, and your daughter? Yes i would raise you and your daughter with much love, and help your family in any kinds off trouble or whatever it may be. Does your daughter May talk english? If she does, it would be much more helpful! Have you told your daughter about me? What will i do to make you believe in me! I don't know about you, but i feel that you are a very nice and careful woman, who take responsibility, and you think about, and take care off your family! You even think about my mother! For me! I follow my heart, and my heart says that i will be with you! I also feel that your ex have hurt you and your family so much, so you are afraid that it could happen again! But it would not! I have worked as a malenurse in 30 years, and i