Pim,
I married you as I loved you - and I love you even more each day.
I know you love me, I know you miss me. I miss you too.
Me being here is a necessary bad thing. I do not want to be apart from you either after we married.
But I had things to do, find a good person to rent my house to, get a good price so that we had enough money to live on.
I told you I would come back January latest. But it will be much sooner now.
I have the people I need now, I have agreed about 53,000 baht a month in rent from them, so we now have enough money to live on. They have agreed to decorate my house and put in a new kitchen !!
I am coming to be with you in less than 6 weeks - 10 weeks earlier than you thought. To retire and live with you.
But the last 24 hours have not been good for me. Harrassing me about apple was just madness. I said I would remove her posts and I have I think done that for you. But saying you wanted to tell her remove posts is madness. I have no feelings for her, she was a friend I never met. I would remove them for you - my wife - if you felt uncomfortable with them. I would let you remove them when I get to thailand if there were any more. I have even said I would open a new facebook account if that makes you feel better - I would do anything for you my wife - but I would do it because I wanted to make you happy - not because you harrassed me about it. Ask me yes, tell me no.
I have nothing to hide from you. You are my wife.
Our future begins in less than 6 week. I am coming to spend my life with you. We have future - not the past Pim.
I love you, I want you and I need you.
So, Pim my wife, keep all the bad thoughts out of your head, keep believing in our marriage and our love. We spent years looking for each other, and now we are starting our future.
You are not a bad person, and I am not bad either. I get lonely, I miss you and I get jealous. But I know my own heart, I know I want and love you. I would never try to make you feel uncomfortable, and I ask you to do the same.
I will always be your husband Pim, so remember you are first in all things, that you can talk to me calmly and I will do what I can for you.
Your husband always,
Richard