i told you when i was in prhae that my travel was an opportunity for our relation do become better and stronger but your way to do make it weaker and so now i full of doubts and deeply i think that u not take care of my feelings and our relation and seems that for you was secondary respect other things, selling things, talking the man of kitchen and so on, the culture many other time i see that if u don't want to do something you say an excuse to not to do or somethimes i had the impression you lie to me againg this made me lost thrust on you and feel separeted from you