Hello my love,
As I said, for my illness there is no cure. I am still at the hospital where I’m hooked up on “artificial” feeding. I can no longer eat throegh my mouth and stomac because my stomac is allmost completely blocked.
There is no cure for the cancer which blocks my stomic. The only hope that I had was chemo-therapie. But after many scans ans examinations the doctors dicided that was no option eather. My body would respond bad to that treatment. It would only become worse and probably bring a lot of pain.
So I have no choice. The only way to keep alive without pain is that I stay hooked to that artificial food. So I walk around with a bag of liquid food on a hanger on weels all the time. They can disconnect it, but only for a short time like 5-6 hours.
What is very important is that I have no pain and that I myself can choose when they can put me to sleep forever. Then they give me the injection and 2 minutes later I will be dead. All this will be without any pain.
Anyway, I’m more sorry for you than for myself. I’m sorry I cannot keep my promis.
But the promis that I will still give you some money, I will keep.
So this morningt I allready put 50,000 bath onto your account.
I think you will see this amount onto your account by mid or end next week. Probably wednesday or thursday.
Send me an sms when you got it.
Give allso my greetings to look sao Pooky, Nut and your family. Tell them I’m allso sorry for them.
Many sweet kisses. I love you so much.
Your Danny.