Thank you very much for food and money given today. I gave your aunt 800 baht, 300 baht for J-Nit drugs and 500 baht for insurance. I have 200 baht for my food. It's Ok. I can do it.I will tell Pair to buy food for my dinner. I faced this problem for long. I got use to it. Nothing to worry about me. I can live happily with that amount of money. I am only useless old man who became heavy stone on the other's shoulder, having no reason to live longer in this wold. I realised this from what you have said this few days. Thank you to let me know how do you think of me. where am I in your mind. As you are only hope I have had now. Every word you have said hit my heart and hurted me so much that I had to be in bed for two days. Most of my tear drops and floods in my heart, very sad and in deep sorrow. Didn't talk as before. Your aunt asked me many questions but I didn't say anything about it. I looked up at my father, mother, aunt and grandmother asking them why do I have to live longer in this world. No answers have been given. Can you? I will wait for your answer. I believe that you didn't mean as you have said or even if you really mean that I can accept it cause it is the matter of fact. Don't woorry I am Ok now. Just want to let you know what was in the dept of my heart. I want to clear it out. God be with you and your family. Love you with all my heart. Cannot laugh now!!!!