I am not mad or angry. I am not ugly, neither really pretty. Not fat, not skinny. Not rich, not poor. Ok good economy, but not rich. Not old, not young. 39 years old. I have problems with pain. I need painkillers. I am trying to stop drinking alcohol. My pain gets in the way. Ok? My pain makes it also hard to function like a normal person. For instance it is hard to travel 10 hours by flight to Thailand. My doctor do not give me enough pain killers to lead a normal life. I told you before: I would not recommend me as a partner for a girl/woman, because of my problems. It is why I have not been looking for woman of my life. Just some partners here and there. I want to have the woman of my life, but I don`t want to bother you with my problems. Can you understand that?
Kisses