I love to believe you and I believe you sure now!!!! but you must have life and don't ruin your life in village. Maybe we meet soon, maybe we will like each other and can stay together, but in village you can not be happy because if I go work in London you have nothing to make but in Bangkok maybe we...maybe you with someone...can buy apartment and have good life and you good work. Sure you never make big money but maybe I'm your husband one day and can have everything or almost everything. you understand??? my son's mother also never drink alcohol but she start feel like big lady in village because have one day everything. Now she drink and is bad person because I'm sure she is now stupid or she don't know what she can now make. She don't speak with me (I don't know why) I never hurt her and always I was very nice to her, but today I send her letter. I say that I come see my son daniel. She will give to me all Daniel's documents and will sign documents about house to Daniel. Also she will move from house in that small room where she stay before she live with me. If she don't give to my my son's documents...I will take her to the Court and pay money to Lawyer in Bangkok. She will not have money even to go to bangkok and sure she will not have money to pay for her Lawyer. One day she will lose that Court and Daniel will stay with me. If she don't sign document about house, I will burn that house or brocken everything if I come now....because if she try ruin life to our sun, she will not have nothing what I build or buy. And one day my son Daniel will know about her everything.