I think I'm walking my way with all I can,but people around me who doesn't know hip-hop worry about me whem thay're not even interested
How long is he staying in his room like that?
Even when I hold my pen in my room alone
I feel like everyone's looking at me,even when the windows are closed
I'll pay all this back one day,all this judgement directed at me
so that they all change to jealousy and envy
I bet everything on my way right hand that's holding the pen
I think I took a difficult road,but there are no regrets
Don't bottle it in and laugh,so I become more pitiful
I'm going to do it in silence because then my success will fell more valuable
I'm alone and lonely,but I don't want to go outside
You'll spit on my face again and laugh at me,"you,rap?"
I just laugh,that's right,it's my reality
and think about what you said to me when I come back home
You probably went to sleep without thinking about what you said,
but I stayed up until morning out of anger every time I met you
Just watch me,I say it to myself a few 100 times
I don't even have any more tears,I grip my pen harder
I don't give up,little by little and slowly
I pull through my hardships like an egg cell traveliving through a fallopian tube
I don't waveer even though I'm in the middle of endless dispair because
Shine is always with me unlike JK
(he's refeering to Shine in an abstract term,but also referring to Tiger JK and DJ Shine.DJ Shine was part of Drunken Tiger with Tiger JK,but left due to personal reasons)
Hurry,brun my pitiful yesterday so it disappears
I want to say goodbye with a smiling face
I sell my voice with deadly courage
Even if everyone laughs at me,calling me an idiot
and the bank keeps raising the interrest rate of my debt,
When my eyes suddenly dazzle in my dark room
everything will come back.I'll keep fighting with my hardships soundlessly.