I think my problem in English language, I'm afraid to speaking wrong.
Because that means you will be funny and stupid in the eyes of Thai people.
But if a foreigner speak Thai wrong. Thai people think "they look like a cute" and I think so. hahaha
I'm not happy that my mistakes are made jokes of Thai people.
If I use the English language correctly, I will be proud of myself, because it means I can overcome fear again.