Nvm. It's not about me now. It's your behavior that disappoints me. First, you have trust issues you keep thinking I have a relationship with a Thai gf now which I told you many times I don't. Secondly, you have no faith in me. I don't like that you make assumptions yourself based on what you hear from others. Thirdly, you have no self control over your emotions. You want to get drunk when you are upset over things that you are unsure of. All these reasons made me feel that you're immature and not suitable to be in a relationship.