My inner drive to make what I want to make. This inner need to make this furniture that I make. Of course, everything I've done has played a part in this: both the setbacks at the academie and the things that went better then expected. After the academie this is still the same. The more means you have, the easier you move on. Thanks to the money I earned with Smoke I had a financial buffer so that I could start with Clay. Money to hire experts. But, if you look at the designer I am, he came to be from within myself.