yeah you see this I'm awake was writing you. I think you are too hard in yourself a little and need to know how you seem to me. Like no problem. No mis understanding. clear, and i admire your culture and waiting for the right man saving yourself.
It's nothing to be scared about or you think you are strange or anything. it maker you more special. And means more to the right man. So know you are perfect and rare. also not a problem to the right man