I thought that he might get angry.
My father had said for me to live with my brother.
The letter that my brother received should have said the same thing.
That's why I thought he might get angry and tell me not to be selfish, and hit me.
But, that my brother had so easily given permission was beyond my imagination.
The one who got angry was my little sister.
My little sister shouted that was unfair, that it was favoritism.
She was always treated more favorably than I was until now,
And was unable to stomach that only she was asked to try taking the exam.
But, why did my brother give his permission?
I don't know.
I don't understand my brother.
Thinking about it, aside from the time I got into a fight with my little sister, he didn't get angry even once.
...Perhaps, my brother had no interest in my affairs.
Thinking that it would be a bother to take care of me in the house, he probably threw me out into the dorms.
Even if I hadn't suggested it, I probably would have ended up in the dorms regardless.
When I thought that, for some reason I felt sad.
Even though this outcome was convenient for me.
---