You don't have to apologise for hiding me this, and I'm happy for you you have this son and hope you can see it sometimes. I am so sad but the same time happy you told me this so quickly because that means you really love me. And, and I want to continue talking with you, but please if you have other things to tell me it's time to say it, because I don't accept other lies from you. I want to see you for real and hold you in my arms so strongly. How old is he/she ?