No, I'm never angry with you. You are a woman hunnie. I want you to be strong and assertive, it's part of growing up. I like the idea golf Buddhism, just not as strongly as you. I can control it, and I'm sorry that I lost it when I was struck in the face very hard. I could have been hurt. You make me happy every day. Your eyes, your smile, your voice, everything about you. To me, you are perfect and I'm sorry I have not been perfect for you. I don't need to be protected, and your English is great and getting better all the time. I hear you speak and I remember how it used to be, your English has gotten much better.