This is hard to explain. It's just so complex. I love you. You know that. I would prefer to just meet in reality and go with the flow. But that isn't possible right now. And there's so much uncertainty. And there's already insecurities from both of us.
It's complicated and I prefer a simple life. I want to love you in all the ways I know I could, but that requires presence.
I hope I'm not confusing you.