I know now, that I made a lot of mistakes....but I am from the other side of the world...and everything is not the same here. Canada people do not think the same as Thai people. I am finally starting to understand Thai ways....and Thai family connections.....but maybe it is too late now.....I just don't know. You see...in Canada....family connections are not strong. they are very small. But in Thailand...they are very very strong.....and Canada people do not understand this thing.