Hi Apple, good morning.
Hope you had a good sleep.
Thank you for explaining things to me. I understand what you are meaning.
One thing i do have to tell you about me being lost and saying things that make you anxious or confused about you or us.
When you made that comment about you being here in Canada and not having your mom or dad or your friends or Thai foods or same streets and that you just have me. You have to understand the way you said that to me in English had led me to believe that you really do not want to come to Canada. When you said you just have me that led me to believe that I am a poor replacement for your friends and family and I was really hurt and upset about that. It just made me think that you might not have been as interested in me as I thought that you were.
I was upset and hurt so that is why I said sell your ring and throw Minnie in the garbage. I have told you many times I speak with my emotions right away and I do not always make sense and mean what I am saying at the time.
Like I also keep saying to you, your family is more important than anything. I totally understand this. I do not want you to come here and become sad and lonely and long for your family and friends and everything that is so familiar to you in Thailand. Of course I want to be with you, I will not deny this, but to me your happiness is more important than us being together. I would rather that you be happy in Thailand and me missing you than you being here and unhappy.
I want you to think about things very carefully okay. We are about to make a very big step in our lives. Again, I just want you to be happy and content. I do not want you to be sad and upset and feel lonely.
Make sure you eat your breakfast and have a good start to your day okay
I will talk with you later
Robert