I'm looking into the requirements Joome. There is a lot of information I'm looking into on the Internet . I would like to know , are you so angry with me that you can not forgive me , or can you love me as before. I have the same feelings(maybe stronger) now than I have always felt for you. But I hurt you and I want to know if you can forgive me and we can move on. I don't want you to be with me unless you really want to. I haven't had too much time to get all the research done because my daughters have been staying with me for the summer break. But I am looking into American/ Thai marriage. I'm also looking into how long before I can retire. Are you still willing to come here?I might have to work here for another 3 years . Can you love me like you I did before? Please be honest. I know I hurt you but if you still have bad feelings towards me , maybe I'm just dreaming. Even that said, know that I love you now and always