I don't find your sentences.
That you say what you want me to be, what you want I feel like such as a robot.
But as far as I can remember. You want to make me stronger.
strong for what? strong from your silence?
Escape from problems? that you always did or not.
This is not make sense for me.
If you have a fever or illness. Or if you are experiencing difficulties in life.
This is what I will be patient and strong than for you, yes?