I want to have children with you only too. I cannot see myself with anyone else. Nobody has ever made me happy the way you do. You mean the world to me Mam and I promise I will take care of myself. I will get healthy again and be a suitable Father and Husband. Just the though of having children with you and marrying you is what keeps keeps me going. I want this so much and I will be there for you always, take care of You and our baby. Baby you mean so much to me I'm not going to mess it up?