The things people might do in the country side of Thailand doesn't look good in USA specially when it comes to immigration... Immigration agents know what people do in other countries and they will know something's is not right when it comes to the immigration interview. You and me are ok in age but with him is just too much of difference. Baby you need to change... I don't think Buddha agrees with what you do. Why would you pray to Buddha if you are not behaving the way Buddha would expect.