I don't know what it is about me that makes me unwelcome in the YouTube community. It makes me feel bad in more ways than one.
I've been getting a lot of messages and video responses lately telling me that I shouldn't be on YouTube. People in real life have even been telling me that what I do it pathetic and should be doing something better with my life.
Even most other YouTubers either disapprove of me or ignore me completely. I don't want to make people upset by just existing and doing what makes me happy. Sometimes I wonder if it'd be better if I just left.