Bad day as usual :(
Today, I found out she will fly to her new boyfriend. also found out who he is :(
I am fighting so much to not take revenge but... I don't want to hurt her. I still love her but.. it's tempting to ruin her next relationship :(
How can we love and hate someone at the same time? :'(
I try to concentrate on something else but...this feeling just keeps coming back, no matter how hard I fight for :(