Hi Mark
I know you have been very busy at work and every day I'm still waiting for your email because all your message means so much to me.
For 2 years, There are many events that changed in my life. I have lost a lot of things both love and work. I'm a woman, I was weak and my mind sensitive it's not strong enough for everything. I want to smile and laugh in every day instead of sadness and tears.
On December, my shop will be closed permanently. This here it is proud of me but I can't keep it. A few months I'm going to lose again. I would like to forget the loss in my past. This is the reason that why I would like to start a new life. I just want to be happy. I want to be in a warm embrace and good encouragement from my spouse. Some times I want to intimated friend that we can talk and share about everything. I know in this world nobody is perfect. If I decided to choose someone as a husband. That means I'm ready to live side by side and taking care of him till the end of my life, No matter what.
Until I met you I feel a deep bond with you from your photos. I'm falling in love with your smile every time that I see your photos. You make me smile and laugh. I think one day, I will get the opportunity to walk hand in hand with you forever but now, I already know I have no right to get the opportunity from you.
Mark, Thank you anyway.
I'm happy every time I talk to you. Although it is a short time period. I do understand what you wrote and I respect your decision.