this is all normal for young people like us fai. its okay to cry, it will only help your mindset. Your life will get better i promise, when a lot of bad things happen, its right before really good things. Im here for you forever, and please remember that. your not alone in this fai, Im here for you no matter what
your an awesome person fai, your not going to be like that. some things are out of your control and you have to accept that love