this was my problem with working at night. I saw myself as a night person and never even thought about trying to work in the mornings. I've had plenty of similar revelations over the years. It took a divorce for me to realize I wasn't as good at communication as I thought I was and countless experiments to try and figure out who I am . I still make plenty of mistakes and have no idea what I'm doing most of the time, but at least I know what time of day I work best.