That I don’t talk much, always have a sour look, always go out too much in front against monsters, and always end up with many injuries.
I can’t help that. After all, I am the eldest here. I was the senior-most person here.——Just because I’m weak doesn’t mean I’ll hide behind children.
When I think about it now, I really was reckless.
And this time, Aya threw a piece of dry wood into the fire. Her face that shone from the light of the fire was, smiling.
But, I thought.
If she and others can smile like that, I don’t mind staying reckless. I thought that way. As a result, I almost died so many times though.
The smiles of my comrades and my life. If I were to place them on a scale, which would be heavier——-I didn’t even have to think. But the me of that time was really an idiot, I think.