I am sorry if my message made you feel bad, sweetheart, I have the best intentions for you and I love you with all my heart, I hope you can trust me that we can do everything as soon as possible but it will take some time, as the US government has some requirements for a visa, yes, I will do my best to do it faster and I will explain everything to you tonight after work.Please believe me and trust me that I will do everything as well as I can, I will explain everything to you and I will be visiting you in Thailand before you get here. I want you to think positively, I love you with all my heart, there are certain things that require some time and effort and I will do my best.I will write to you more tonight after work, I miss you every minute and I love you, sweetheart, please be happy with me, the way I am already happy with you, many kisses to you!I keep thinking of you every minute even while at work, I love you, my adorable girl!