I fell your pain, but as they say when their is life their is hope,.
what education qualification have you got.why dont you go out side to look for good work?
And you gonna do something for me you will stop saying bad things to your self ok
Am a Agricultural Engineer, i have house in California,
I always look into your eyes and i see a quality wife in it............ i pray you the one for me......
What will you like to do?