You felt the rays of the bright sun hit your face as you slowly opened your eyes only to shut them again from the harsh light as you rolled over and snuggled deeper into your ‘pillow’.
That ‘pillow’ was none other than your Canadian boyfriend of two years; Matthew.
You felt his arms wrap themselves around your soft waist as he pulled you even closer to him.
Your eyes were now open, your (eye color) orbs shining as they gazed upon your still sleeping boyfriend who had a faint smile on his adorably content face.
Your mind started to wonder about why someone like Matthew would want somebody like you, even after the few years you two have been together this question still plagued your mind.
You were the chubby, geeky girl while he was the handsome, hockey player.
Even though Matthew was terribly shy sometimes around certain people and they tend not to notice him sometimes like his brother Alfred who annoyed you to no end, he wasn’t that way around you.
He didn’t stutter around you, or talk in that soft, quiet voice like he usually did. He was comfortable around you and he was way more open.
You didn’t feel like you were good enough for Matthew though. He deserves someone thinner, prettier maybe even less geeky than you. You felt like you embarrassed him sometimes with your appearance and personality, like he deserved so much better.
You smiled sadly as the thought crossed your mind as you brushed some hair away from Matthews’s gorgeous face.
“Go back to sleep sweetie, it’s too early.” You gasped lightly as Mattie’s hand gently grabbed your own as he brought it up to his cheek and nuzzled into it.
You smiled at the sight as you curled up again and laid your head on top of his strong chest hearing his heartbeat.
“Sorry Mattie, just thinking.” You started to draw patterns on his chest as he chuckled and started to stroke you’re (hair color) locks occasionally twirling some hair around his finger.
“About what (Name)?” His hand traveled from your hair to your back where his started to rub it making you sigh happily at the gentle touches.
“Just thinking of why you’re with me Mattie.” He turned his gaze towards you as he raised a brow at your question as he sat up suddenly, his muscled chest free for your viewing.
“What do you mean why?” He gently pulled you over onto his lap as he looked straight into your (eye color) orbs.
“I-I’m not good enough for you Matthew, I’m sure you see that too.” You looked down at the crumpled sheets as you felt one of his large hands run its way up your pudgy arm.
“Why do you do this (Name), I hate it.” He gripped your shoulder tightly as he suddenly pinned you on the soft mattress as he straddled you.
“Why can’t you see what I see (Name)?” You looked up at Matthew’s blue eyes and smiled sadly.
“Because I don’t know what you could possibly see Matthew.” You felt a small tear escape your eye as you felt it roll down your chubby cheek. Matthew leaned down and kissed the wet trail that your tear traveled along as he leaned his forehead against yours.
“Do you want to know what I see in you (Name)?” You gazed into his beautiful blue eyes again and nodded silently as you felt one of his hands travel down you’re none flat stomach as you grimaced a bit at the action.
“I see a beautiful woman that brought me out of my shell. I see someone caring.” He kissed the tip of your nose. “Smart.” Then your cheek. “Lovable.” He placed a chaste kiss on your plump lips. “Amazing and so, so much more. (Name), there’s a million things I see in you, a million things that I love about you sweetheart.” He nuzzled your neck as he started to nibble at the exposed skin.
You felt your heart soar at his confession. Never in a million years did you ever think someone would say such beautiful words to you, but Matthew just did and you felt like you were on cloud nine right now. You smiled down at Matthew who was still ravishing your neck and felt tears slide down your cheeks once more, but these were tears of joy.
“I love you (Name), I really hope you see that.” He brought his face up and looked down at you once again.
“I love you too Mattie” The Canadian flashed you a smile as he bent down towards your ear.
“May I show you just how much I love you mi amour?” Your breath hitched in your suddenly dry throat as you nodded slowly as a blush spread across your cheeks.
You loved it when Matthew spoke French to you especially when he made love to you it really turned you on and he fully knew that as well.