What do you need
I never said goodbye to him. Importantly, we continue consecutive draws.
If you really love him You should not take your soul to make him more difficult.
A life of your own, there is virtually no money. And not have dreamed of marrying this man.
There's no possible way I have raised a family, I know that this is your first love.
Quit quit crazy fool .... accept it if he still wants to be with you. Is to accept that he loves you and me.