After speaking with pastor, I saw that I can't do these works through my own heart. The servant wants me to seek the heart of God. The words of pastors kept running through my mind.
Although a little unorganized, I gathered the brothers and sisters for prayer service in order to share my heart with them. "But seek ye first the kingdom , of God, and his righteousness, And All these things shall be added unto you" (Matthew 6:33). The more I prayed and shared my heart, the more I was thankful for the fact that we can't help but to seek the Lord because we are unable to do it. We can't help but to seek the heart of the Lord because it can't be done without first receiving the Lord's heart.