Dear my love, I know what I did to you is with nothing to excuse.
I lied to you in an awful way. Anyway, I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart for it. But I want you to know that you mean very very very much to me. I often wanted to explain to you, but I was too weak and afraid to lose you in my life, and now I did it anyway !!!! Whenever I said you are a nice person, I really mean it, I swear by my life.