No.
I actually knew what the feelings were.
However, there was only the mind that I didn't want to accept it.
I who was a man originally.
I'm now a woman.
Perhaps, my heart have definitely broke recently.
My heart splits whenever I see Sue and Yuri cling to Shun.
Despite that, there's the me who doesn't accepts it.
The contradicting heart's conflict.
But, the balance had already inclined.
My mind depends on my body.
In other words, it's such a thing.
Therefore, I who's looking at my fight with Shun is only the remainder of the existence called Ooshima Kanata.
The remainder that has a man's mind.
Perhaps, because I was a man, the Charm that Yuugo cast didn't work on me.
After that incident, although I didn't tell Shun, I applied a strict watch on Yuugo.
I build a monitoring system with my Duke house initiation, I checked his actions in detail everyday.
Although it should be like that, a suspicious point can be seen in the report after sometime.
I use a trustworthy man for monitoring.
There's no way that he will betray.
And yet, the contents that can only be think as false started to be mixed in the report.
I changed the monitoring person.
If I think about it now, that was not good.
Shun inherited the Hero title and left the academy.
The change from there was instant.