In total shock, one of the most amazing people who is in my life has had a massive heart attack. She will be taken off life support tomorrow and we will know more then. It's so out of the blue that someone so vibrant and amazing can be gone in the blink of an eye. I really don't know how to react other than just being numb. I am not a religious person so I don't believe in a fanciful after life and I don't think that they are in a better place. I'm selfish I want them here now. The only after life is the memory of them in this one with all the joy and good they did to enrich our lives. Tell the people you love that you love them. You never know when you won't have that opportunity to do so. Let the small stuff go, It's unimportant. Much love to you all. Do as much good in the world that you can.