I speak the truth, please don't be angry, I really, really very not happy do you understand? I really like you, I understand that you may not like me, but I really like you ah, how days I waiting for you reply, you a few hours back to me a letter, and it's an elaborate the sort of, how would I feel, I don't blame you, I just hope I can in your in the mind have position, can you care about me a little care about me a little more, I really very hard very hard to do the best I hope you accept do you understand?