Honey how are you? I'm so sorry that i have not writing to you for a very long time now but i did not forget you, i was scared to send you message because you are angry with me seriously, you accused me several times but i know that my conscience is very clear to you, i never wanted to hurt you, i only have problem in a foreign country and nobody to help me out, you also accused me and abandoned me but i still love you and i still need you, you don't know how i feel in my heart. I want to tell that i miss you so much